I'm so scared of everything. I'm scared of how things will turn out when I'm gone. We may say our friendship will last forever. & I do believe our friendship is strong & will never fail cus neither one of us will allow it to, but we have no control over the distance that stands between us. It scares me knowing that you are going to be laughing & smiling with someone else other than me. & what scares me the most is that someone is going to take my space as your best friend. I can't bare the thought that when I'm sad & crying, someone else is going to be here wiping my tears from my face. I know a time is going to come soon when we have to part, but I ask myself why can't it be later & not now. Our lives are going to change once we part, & I fear that so much.

nobody understands how much i miss you. miss
how much we used to talk and miss all the things
we used to do. i try not to admit it to myself that
i still feel this way. nobody knos that i still wake
up think`n of you each day... i still think of you n
i really do miss you. i would give up everything i
to have you

i want a guy that doesn't care about what i wear or how i do my hair. who loves my smile & my dorky laugh & how i get hyper when i'm tired. who would never want to see me cry; at least not tears of sadness. and who would do those small things that make my day just because he knows it would make me happy. <3

You know, when it works, love is pretty amazing. It's not overrated. There's a reason for all those songs

Do you ever miss me? Do you ever miss the way we used to be? When we used to talk and laugh and flirt? When you used to purposely bump into me in the hall just so you could see me look at you and smile? Do you miss our conversations? And what about our dumb sarcasm that only you and I understood? Do you ever miss any of that? I think that maybe you do because sometimes when I look at you, you'll randomly look at me and stop what your doing, just so you can look into my eyes like you used to. And even though it only lasts for two seconds, for those moments everything feels right. Do you miss that? I can't be the only one who does..

Sisters. The Ladies. My Girls. The Crew
I love you all no matter what you do
Staying up all night doing [what not] and fun
Going outside to play in the sun
Good times at lunch and in the halls
You Can't forget those //Prank Calls//
Concerts and Movies and Ice Cream and *Fun*
even if you <lose>, we still think you -won-
Classes and Tests and Quizzess throughout the Years
Helping eachother conquer our fears
Thanks for everything you helped me do
I'll >--always and always--> remember you<3